As i pull the trigger

I found some random gun so i took pics with it.

2004-10-20T05:19:34Z

So yeah i only took a few lame pictures. Im bored.

FUCKIN RED SOX BAAAABY!!!!!! That was probably the best game ive ever seen. Riot patroll was all over that shit. I mean jesus. That was basically the shit. I got to watch the game with Mary Kern and Mesaw after band practice. I pretty much flipped out.

Mary baby, im glad i got to tuck you in tonight. I love you so much and miss you already. I cannot wait to see your beautiful face tomorrow. I love you so much.

Goodnight everyone.

JamieX

ADD my other LJ back

2004-10-14T19:21:55Z

add MYLIFEYOURMOVIE everyone. or die.

To the love of my life Mary,

2004-10-14T01:47:06Z

I found somthing i wrote for Mary a long time ago. and i found some conversations that just make me weak at the knees,

My heart forever untouched,
Untill we locked eyes.
That moment felt so still.
It felt as though,
You could hear my heart beat from miles away.

Even upon blind eyes, i could still see through you.
Eyes blessed with beauty and filled with grace.
We bind together to form this love that is so pure.
So true and yet so beautiful.
You complete me in ways i never thought was possible.
You are my never ending fire that burns in my heart.
I choose this love.

Kid XX Gorgeous: what would you do if i only had 1 week to live
Kid XX Gorgeous: hmmm?
hiddenxmeanings: well i would rob a bank to make sure i could pay hospital bills to make u better so u wont die in a week, so u will live with me forrreeevvvver then i would take the rest of the money to raise kurt cobain from his grave so u can be his owner and u could jam with him, then i would make u as much waffles and crab rangoon and i would feed you mike in ikes, and i would loveeeeee you like you havnt been loved before
Kid XX Gorgeous: HUNNY!
Kid XX Gorgeous: omg
hiddenxmeanings: what?
Kid XX Gorgeous: i love you so much
hiddenxmeanings: well i love you tooo!!!!!!!
hiddenxmeanings: what would u do if i only had 1 week to live
Kid XX Gorgeous: hmmmmmmmmmmm
Kid XX Gorgeous: well first of all i wouldnt let you leave my side. we would watch goonies ALOT in your bed while i hand feed you bacon and chicken fingers with honey mustard. i wouls kiss you all the time and massage your feet and whole body. and i would rob a bank so we could live in austrailia and we could be singing and dancing each night away
hiddenxmeanings: awww jaaamiee
hiddenxmeanings: i loooove you thats so awesomememmeewswrd
Kid XX Gorgeous: i would sing to you untill you feel asleep. i would watch you while you sleep. and i would just never let you escape from my embrace. i would marry you on a beach in austrailia....
Kid XX Gorgeous: i love you

This post is dedicated to the one i love more than anything. To the one that has changed my life these past 14 months. And for those of you that want to try and fuck things up for us. It isnt going to happen. WE are sooo in love and we will never part. All you jealous fuckers can die.

number_one_gun @ 2004-10-06T10:31:00

2004-10-06T17:32:22Z

Hey everyone. I will be usuing this LJ for pictures and lyrics. So if you add me i will add you back.

JamieX

Sitting with my jaw to the floor.

2004-01-26T19:54:36Z

Im at a point in my life where i feel i have accomplished nothing. Im loosing alot of what i held so close to me right before my own eyes. It seems like no matter how hard i try nothing ever goes right on my part. It seems like i cant do anything right. I mean im a good kid i think. And to be told i have ruined alot of somones life is breath taking. I was mortified. I still am. Are things better off with me not being around? I mean i had a good thing going with my old band and fucked it all up. It was all my fault that it all fell apart. We had everything going for us. But somehow i had to fuck it all up. Nothing surprises me about that. My impulsive decisions get me into alot of trouble. Thus the result of having absolutely nothing.

I miss being younger and not being looked at like im some fucked up asshole. Im starting to think that these feelings will be the death of me. But hey ill be ok right? None of what i think matters anyways.

JamieX

Same old songs on a brand new stero

2004-01-17T17:36:21Z

Im about to go out to breakfest with Mary and Ryan. I got my last check from abercrombie for like 209 bucks. So im pretty much gonna spend every last penny today. Gonna go to Old Navy and get some clothes. Buy my inch plugs. Eat at Dennys. Get some shoes.

This goes out to my homie Jon Davis.

Hey man listen. I love ya to death. But you take some things way out of range. Like saying i never wanna see you now because im tied up with Mary. Thats not ture. I want to ask you to come to breakfest with us but i dont know if i should call you because i dont know if your gonna be mad or what..but i dont want to fight with you about stupid shit. I dont choose anyone over anyone. Especialy when it comes to you and Mary the 2 most important people in my life. I dont mean to choose somone over the other. AT ALL! And i would never. Just call me when you read this if your not pissed off. I love ya man.

JamieX